re.united

I am so looking forward to meeting my boyfriend in roughly

10-12hrs. If everything goes alright (with the flight and stuff)

I will be cuddling him by then. I miss him sooooo much that

it really hurts me physically not to be at his side.

Hopefully he does not think, I expect anything for today, 

besides one big thing: he should be mine forever! That is a

big thing to ask.. I want him to love me, and since he really

is the most devoted man, I ever met, he doesn't have any

troubles to give me the love and affection I need.

Besides that, there is nothing I expect him to do. Well possibly

he should kiss and hug me, ... - but I guess that comes with being 

in love anyway, and I don't think we will have a hard time doing 

that. Rather it is more likely that I kiss the air right out of him; so

I have to be cautious not to overwhelm him with my emotions.

I love him so much!

Lex, you are my Love Eternal.

- Georg

missing_you

Istanbul can be a lonely place. Those of you, who read my blog

already knew that much. I was at Topkapi Palace; one of the tourist

attractions of Istanbul. Lex was there before, way back in the past.

It is a strange experience to be somewhere, your soulmate has been

before. I was really sad then, and I'm really looking forward to 

saturday, when I am finally able to see my beloved one again.

You're In My Heart, Lex. I chose a picture with a more positive attitude

and messed around with it. Sadly it turned out a bit blurry, but I like it

nevertheless. Hopefully my sweetheart likes it too. I really think the Lex-

Calligraphy-thingy turned out quite good; I did that one last week. I even 

designed something physical, as sort of gift, although I still have to find 

a print shop that is able to produce it.

Thinking About You. Yes, I tend to worry a lot, but there

is this sort of sliver of hope, that is actually quite a bright

and big sliver for me (not the puny and unlikely sort of hope).

I am looking forward to seeing my boyfriend again; my darling

and prince charming (though not the one from Shrek, which

is actually quite a relief).

Love you, m'boy!

- Georg

PS: The photos are all the work of Roy O; bedankt!

you.make.me.perfect

Sometimes the answers
To all of my questions
Are too much for me to hear

Truth can be painful
And hard to prepare for
I'm glad I've got you near

If I had a heart of stone
I could turn the other cheek
But that's not me, no
I soak it up I take it in
Try to deal with everything I feel

The ugliness in this big world
Brings me down and makes me sad but then there's you
You are perfect
You're the one who makes me see
That everything's much better than it seems to be
You are perfect

You were the answer
To all of my questions
About a million times
(Yes you are)

You make all the difference
You lead the way and point out all the lies
You open up
You open up my eyes

The ugliness in this big world
Brings me down and makes me sad but then there's you
You are perfect
You're the one who makes me see
That everything's much better than it seems to be
You are perfect

Where would I be without you
You make me perfect

When I'm a mess
When I need someone to run to
You are there right next to me

When I'm a mess
When I need someone to run to
You are there right next to me

The ugliness in this big world
Brings me down and makes me sad but then there's you
You are perfect
You're the one who makes me see
That everything's much better than it seems to be
You are perfect
You are perfect

Damn it's you

You're the one who makes me see
That everythings much better
You're perfect
You make me perfect

You make me perfect

~ Die Happy - Perfect ~

sick.

So here I am, still in Istanbul, but to make matters worse I fell ill yesterday. I probably had some fever, and I had to run to the loo every odd minute. This inspired me to do the following scribble - the original piece of artwork looks way cooler, and I drew it onto a postcard for my dear sister Sandra.

There is something hidden in the picture..

Love you, my dear Lex!

Take care folks,

Georg

Istanbul, City of Loneliness

On first sight, you may not come to think of Istanbul as a place where you can feel alone. I have been granted the unique chance of visiting this city for nearly two weeks for the Interaction Design Summer School '08 at the famous T. C. Kadir Has Universitesi. I should really be happy to be here; and sometimes I can fool myself into simple contentness.

Nevertheless, I don't feel at home here, my home being elsewhere. It's at the side of my boyfriend, who is missing me terribly, and who I, in turn, miss terribly too. It all boils down to finally waiting for July 12th, when I'll be going home again.

Anyway, it seems a bit unfair not to be thankful because of this opportunity, so I try. I shall try, and most probably I'll just fail every day or every minute. And better not mention that my team members, other students and the tutors are friendly and supportive; it all creates the sort of ambivalent feeling I really despise. 

Well, better not weep too much then. I should at least try keeping my head above the water, but then again, we'll see if it helps.

Loving you, my beloved Schmusebär.

Georg